stuck in emotional limbo
today is the judging of the quadrant decor contest at the office. our quadrant's theme is 'a kiddie christmas'. or maybe, 'christmas for the kids'. or 'christmas when we were kids'. whatever. we just made angels out of used paper and plastic cups, and made 'dear santa' letters in our best (or worst) kiddie handwriting. not so bad, if i may say so myself. i had fun making my angels and writing my letters and hanging everything around the quadrant. but my heart wasn't in it. i don't even want to go to the hawaiian-themed party we're having on friday. merry christmas. or not.
for a really merry take on the office decor contest, please see carly's blog.
i'm not in a very celebratory mood right now. i don't want to go christmas shopping, i get annoyed by christmas songs playing endlessly on the radio.
ok, i admit, i'm depressed. maybe just a mild form of depression, nothing that really requires medication or visits to the psychiatrist. but i've noticed how extremely dependent i have become on coffee and chocolates. i have been very emotional lately, and always on the verge of tears. if i don't watch it, i might break down in front of everybody. i'm the one bianco should be calling 'iya' (short for 'iyakin), and not reg. at least, she doesn't have the urge to run to the bathroom every hour or so. this is the very first time this has happened to me in my 25 years of existence. and during the holidays too. sad, huh? let this be over soon, please.
Posted by Unknown at 15:07
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last part same feeling as mine... last nov [my birth month], the worst... haaayyy...
u know we can always talk or i could just listen if u need one.
in fairness nung last nating kita hindi obvious [or super insensitive na lang talaga ako ngayon]. magaling ka umakting iha!
sana'y maging okei ka na. ako minsan oo, minsan hindi. midlife crisis ata yan, hehe...
oh no... is this the quarter-life crisis my dear? hang in there girl!
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