finding love...or letting it find you?
three out of five people on my blog reading list have written about true love (or the lack of it) in their current posts...and karen wants to get laid so badly, hehe!! peace, girl! anyway, herb was talking about where to find her true love after watching a couple of romantic movies and kents thinks he is falling in love. *sigh* well, what about me?? sometimes, i think about that too. not too seriously, though. i am not actively looking for a guy for a relationship...i mean, give me a break...it's been only less than two months since i broke up with my boyfriend of four years. i've thought about that for a long time. it was a difficult decision; after all, four years was an incredibly long time. but i am not regretting anything and i have since moved on. we're still friends, my ex and i, and we will remain friends. but right now, i'm not planning on getting involved with anyone...much more, get married.
well, i'm not saying it's a bad word, marriage. but sheesh, it's not in my vocabulary yet! see, i have a friend, maricel, who is a year older than myself. she's a full time mom with two kids and no nanny. the thing is, whenever i ask her if she wanted to go somewhere after class, she would say she can't because she has to go home to her kids. *sigh* sometimes, i really miss jbhee...but she's out of the question too. she's not attending japanese class anymore and the boyfriend is a constant companion...i don't want him tagging along during "girls' days-out", though.
so the point is, getting married early takes the fun out of life, especially if you already have kids. you can't go out when you want to, and you have that big responsibility of taking care of everyone in the family. i'm not ready for that. yet.
gevy and i were chatting about our fantasy husbands, teru (glay) and gackt. it was really funny! we were talking about kicking other girls' asses and keeping them away from teru and gackt. uh, gev, i don't know taichi...but i can bite them girls!!! hehe!! we were fantasizing along fine, then she suddenly blurted out "gackt is mine! teru and gackt are mine!!" so i panicked!! waaahhh!! she kept on ribbing me about it..."mae-chan steals teru, and gevy steals gackt. what a wonderful world!" not, gevy, not!! i wanted to post your picture here, to get back at you...but no, i'm too nice and i love you so i'll forgive you this time, hehe. ^_^
had a weird dream last night...
i dreamed that takashi had a stomach ache and i was taking care of him. strange, because takashi lives in japan. i don't even know how he looks like. but he is the only "takashi" i know so i am positive it was him. i cannot explain how he got into my dreams; i can only explain the part about the stomach ache. simple. i couldn't sleep well last night because i had gas in my tummy. i still have it and my tummy hurts like hell. gevy said i just needed some gackt-loving...ooh-la-la!! yup, gackt, you heard it right...i need you right now so massage my tummy. ^_~
fresh new look for the summer
pam had updated the look of her blog; so did kents. i wanted to, so badly. i've searched through lots of sites yesterday for a gackt blog layout but found nothing i wanted. so i am planning to create several layouts of my own. i already downloaded lots of beautiful gackt pics that i am planning to use...so help me god. ^_^
happy birthday!!
yesterday was miho and sakurai kazutoshi's (mr. children's lead vocals) birthday!
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