rants of a depressed cat
i'm slipping once again into a semi-depressed state...i am slowly realizing that working here is futile. first, i don't play a part in the politico-economic monitor -- even if i am a member of the economic team. second, the paper i used to do on the fiscal deficit has been aborted, i think. third, i am no longer a part of the international affairs team for reasons i still cannot understand. in fact, being part of the international affairs team was one of the very few reasons why i deferred my resignation last year. i was excited about my new duties and i felt it was a waste to just leave those behind so soon. sadly, it didn't last long. i'm not saying i'm better than anybody here, because i am not. all i wanted is to be given the same opportunity and treatment the rest of the team is getting.
so what's the use of staying here if not for the money?? not even the money is good, i must say. i might as well do a takashi and quit while i try to find my path. maybe i should just apply at the central bank. i'm so confused; maybe i need to talk to my supervisor. she always has something enlightening to say, something i overlooked because i got carried away by my emotions. maybe when she's not too busy. or maybe i will just send her an email if i can't gather up the courage to speak to her face to face.
i'm posting this quiz result to cheer me up. somehow, the explanation is true; that's who i am, optimistic, determined. or at least, i try to be, in most situations. but right now, i cannot. this is why i miss ritchelle so much. she's been through the same things i am going through right now. we're so similar in many ways and i can always count on her when i needed someone for some really serious talk...which she always turns into something funny and silly. whether she does that intentionally or not, i cannot be sure. but one thing is for sure: she always manages to put back the smile to my face.
c'mon gackt, where are you when i needed you!
You are Form 0,
Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And the Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian). The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun. As a member of Form 0, you
are a determined individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optimism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have a
way of looking at going through life as a journey
that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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