Monday, February 14, 2005

あなたが大好きだから。。。
Du bist mein Schatz. Du machst mich so gl?cklich. Ich liebe dich!

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Friday, February 11, 2005

countdown to saturday: 1 day before the "meet the mom" dinner...i'm freaking out...>_< i so want her to like me...schatz told me it was nothing to worry about. but the more he tells me not to worry, the more i worry. maybe i should be saying my novena prayers instead of blogging??

gackt's latest single: arittake no ai de

ima koushite me wo tojiruto
kimi no nukumori wo sagashiteiru
tonari ni wo kizari ni sareta
omoi daga sabishisa wo tsutaeru dake

toki wa nagarete
ashibaya ni kisetsu wa kawatte yuku keredo
ano hi no mama no omoi de
machitsudzuketeiru mata deaeru koto

arittake no ai de kimi no subete wo tsutsumi konde ageyou
mou nidoto kanashimi ga otozurenai youni
kimi wo mamoritai

sayounara sae ienai mama ni itsukareka
bokura wa hanaretashi matta de
yokunita senaka mitsukeru tabi ni
ima demo mada sukoshi mune ga itai yo

toki wa nagarete boku mo kimi mo otona ni natte yuku keredo
ano hi no mama no futari de
mata waraiaeru sonna hi ga kuru kara

arittake no ai de kimi no subete wo tsutsumi konde ageyou
mou nidoto kanashimi ga otozurenai youni
kimi wo mamoritai

arittake no ai de kimi no subete wo tsutsumi konde ageyou
mou nidoto kanashimi ga otozurenai youni
kimi wo mamoritai

kimi wo mamoritai
kimi wo mamoritai

At this moment,
I close my eyes like this
I'm searching for your warmth I
've been left alone to the side
I only convey loneliness

Time passes by
Seasons change at a quick pace
Exactly like the memories on that day
I keep waiting to meet you again

I will surround all of you with as much love as I can give
So that sorrow will never visit again
I want to protect you

Still being unable to say goodbye
I'm not even sure of when we parted
Whenever I find a [back]1 that is similar to yours
Even til now, my heart still aches a little

Time passes by,
you and I both Have grown to become mature adults
[A day will come when we can once again Become the 'us' laughing on that day]2

I will surround all of you with as much love as I can give
So that sorrow will never visit again
I want to protect you

I will surround all of you with as much love as I can give
So that sorrow will never visit again
I want to protect you

I want to protect you
I want to protect you

Posted by Catalina Ramos at 13:42 0 comments

schatz, if you are planning to kidnap me anytime soon, please tell me in advance so i can pack my stuff already. 愛している!

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Thursday, February 10, 2005

still reeling over the bombshell jerome and papa smurf dropped 3 fridays ago. jerome is heading off to the other office (where carla is). for good. why, jerome, why?? they told the group that they have found a suitable replacement, some lady named brenda. bren-duh. but i'm not happy. whoever gets on board by march will never, ever be as good as jerome. unless it's jeric. i was really hoping it's jeric. we all were hoping (and half expecting) it was jeric. but then, jeric approached me friday morning telling me about his resignation. he was laughing so i thought it was a lousy joke. but he told me he was serious. i wanted to cry. i was in a really bad mood the whole morning and i felt like punching someone. but i didn't, of course. jerome probably noticed how i felt and talked to me. he asked me not to resign, not to get affected by his and jeric's decisions. nyanya, jerome...you're weird; i didn't even think about resigning. i'm happy here and i plan on staying for a long time. besides, schatz will get mad at me if i quit. ^_~ then he'd get on my case again...i promise i won't cross makati avenue again!!! :p

jeric is going for good; my so-called big brother is going away. i'm crushed about this. he has been nothing but nice to me, really generous, caring...i will miss him terribly. i wish him lots of luck with his new job. i hope he will be very happy and successful there. and i hope he gets married soon!! as for jerome, i know i'd still see him around, like when he goes out for yosi or coffee. not as often as i want but at least, he's around. i only wish him the best; i hope onin will be happy over there. i mean, as happy as someone can get with carla around. ^_~

i'm tired. i'm sleepy. i'm aching all over. i'm bloated. i'm having a really bad hair day. it's the time of the month. i missed the fx this morning. i'm feeling really motmot. i miss schatz terribly. it couldn't get any worse than this. or could it?? i have to have my schatz right now...>_<

no longer "er is ein Freund von mir" but "er is mein Freund".
schatz, 有りったけの愛で。。。あの世まで。。。愛している。


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